Faulty Memory

Growing up, I have always hate tests that have enumerations and identifications on them - though I fairly enjoyed them when I was only on my prkmary education when my brain was fresh and absorbed everything I was taught and I read. 

How many times have my memory failed me? 50 times? A hundred? Maybe a lot more? But what hurts is when I have this complacent feeling I have studied good and I thought I could at least nail it, but I failed myself yet again.

But what I feel sad and mostly embarassedthe most is how my classmate shamelessly posted our scores online on our group page. I hate it when people do that, when they think it's fine to just post or know other people's scores. 

I don't peer over others' grades amd I expect them not to peer over mine. And for just that, I spent the rest of my afternoon brooding in my room, crying over something I can't take back. Crying over something pathetic insensitive people would never understand.

Yet I smile at this little thing I saw floating over weheartit while I was clearing my head off.

But I just can't.

Puppy Power!

This cute and furry puppy here is Waddles. A half Japanese Spitz, half I-Don't-Know because our main dog, Popcorn got pregnant by a stray dog. My sister and I actually cried and sulked until four healthy pink puppies were born. Waddles being the largest of the four, probably the main offspring. Growing up, she's been a real fatso, with a really big belly. Currently, she's already 4 months and 2 weeks old, and to our dismay she grew taller and thinner. So I had this project to bring her fat and cute frame back so I bought her milk supplements to be drank daily...

This is Hunter - a full bred Doberman. His mother, Midnight, used to be in our house but is now taken cared off by a friend of my father who breeds dogs. Born with 10 siblings, Hunter was a lucky pup to survive the first few weeks of the dog life. She's currently 4 months old, just two weeks younger than Waddles yet already stood higher than our 3 year old dogs. 

Obviously, Hunter didn't need the supplements to be cute again. So awhile ago, I prepared the formula and gave it to the puppies. To my astonishment, Hunter was patiently waiting for the milk to be served, just sitting there in front of me whereas Waddles was nowhere to be seen and I keep on calling her. When I poured the milk, both of the puppies rushed in drinking. I was laughing the whole time because it looked like Hunter was gorging up most of the milk, though Waddles was also drinking, just a little.

When their bowl was empty I realized one thing, I think Hunter deserved his share after all. Not just because he's larger in size, but because he knew what to act when I am going to give him food. I'd like it very much to train him but judging by my hectic schedule, I don't think that's possible.

Gastroesophageal Reflux Rant

If you're unlucky enough to have a gastrointestinal system like mine then you'd be doubling over with pain in different positions, with a pillow or you'd take take the most obvious route, take antacids!

But not tonight, for I am still sulking for that 'OA' remark from him. I know that guy is usually straightforward and somewhat insensitive, but I didn't know he was also capable of being tactless.

I know what I did was only to please him, but not only did I get a response from him that I am an 'overdramatic' girl but also disgrace myself from myself - the greatest humiliation a person can get and I just want to cower in embarassment and well, the pain in my stomach. 

Personally, I think women are naturally overdramatic but not intentionally. But there's a thin line with being straightforward and tactless, being told as histrionic in nature is a little bit degrading, especially my superiority-complexed ego. Now what?

That Dream Watch Tho

 

Ah yes, G-Shock. A brand manufactured by Casio with its styles ranging from cool unisex armor to your cool girl-next-door. 

I really believe in the power of dressing so I try as much as possible and what I can afford to dress myself accordingly to, well, somewhat impose power and dignity through physical appearance.

But it's more than that, it has cool functions too, functions that are greatly enjoyed by a geek like me - and helpful for multi-tasking among patients!